I often struggle to pay my bills on time. And to stay completely connected in group conversations. Focus. My mind wanders and isn’t always interested in taking care of those tasks as well as I would like. I’m painfully aware of my faults and shortcomings. I have no illusions or delusions about these things. That I know of. I’m honest with myself. Who [...]

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Tiny black birds everywhere. Flitting here and there, each on separate sorties but all of a collective mind. Always perched overhead. Watching. And dark clouds above them. Rolling and morphing, occasional sunlight breaching through to paint the dirty concrete or maybe an empty and boarded up store or restaurant. There are always strange figures in [...]

Behind me to the west the thunderstorm is drying out. I came through it two hours ago. Now there is wind between us and the sun is pale, reaching through the rain and then the dust and so diffused I can stare right into it. Mountains rise up on either side like the broken molars of some [...]

There’s a new Staley in the hood and I haven’t had much time or interest in blogging or the internet, etc… Her name is Danielle. We’ve been traveling in Europe and taking lots of pictures. Well over 4000 so far. You might see a few of them here eventually. Heres one of Danielle, last week [...]

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I cannot speak publicly about most of my recent experiences. So instead I will tell you about the things I see, even now, when I close my eyes. Things I will probably always see.   Chapter Five – Bering Dreams The sodium vapor lights only reach into the night, 20 or 30 yards beyond the [...]

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January came out of the gate strong and I was up for two jobs right away. 2 jobs that looked very very good. It was all dreams and possibility and then I lost them both in the same 30 minutes and it was confusing and frustrating and completely unfair. I drove home in the rain [...]

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